Literature Deliverable Length: 1,500-1,800 words Due Date: 2/10/2013 11:59:59 PM CT [removed]
In this course, you have been exposed to many authors, genres, writing styles and themes. For your Key Assignment, you will reflect on what you learned from the works of fiction, poetry and drama you have read and consider the impact literature has had—and will hopefully continue to have—on your own life.
Please write a final paper of 1500 words or more discussing the following questions. Be sure to begin your paper with an engaging introduction and clear thesis statement, develop each point in the body of your paper using examples and quotes from the assigned readings, and conclude your paper with a restatement of your thesis and closing remarks. As always, be sure to maintain your credibility by including in-text citations and a reference list correctly formatted in APA style. Must have websites for at least two references. make sure every question is addressed thoroughly
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Short Stories: Analyze the elements of fiction, including setting, characters, point of view, plot, symbolism, themes, tone and irony. Cite specific examples from the assigned stories for each element. Which of the short stories we read was your favorite, and why? Give several reasons.
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Poetry: Break down the elements of poetry, including imagery, figurative language, symbolism, word choice, themes, tone and sound. Cite specific examples from the assigned poems for each element. Which of the poems we read was your favorite, and why? Share several reasons.
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Drama: Review the elements of drama, including setting, characters, plot, stage directions, symbolism, themes and dialogue. Cite specific examples from Trifles for each element. How has reading the play deepened your understanding of live performances, television dramas and movies?
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Values and Morals: Values and morality have been recurring considerations in many of our assigned works. Talk about personal values and moral codes as they are conveyed in each of the following: the short story (“How to Tell a True War Story” by Tim O’Brien 1987), the poem (“They” by Siegfried Sassoon), and the play, Trifles.
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Which of all the works we have read is your favorite and why? Choose
“A Good Man is Hard to Find” by Flannery O’Connor, or one that is listed above. In what ways do you think it will make a lasting impact on you personally and professionally?
Final Considerations: Discuss how literature can provide “a reflection of life” which can help us understand our own struggles, triumphs, values and moral codes and increase our empathy for others. What is one thing you learned about yourself this term as a result of gazing into literature’s “mirror?”
Please See Attached Files
“They” by Siegfried Sassoon
The Bishop tells us: “When the boys come back
They will not be the same; for they’ll have fought
In a just cause: they lead the last attack
On Anti-Christ; their comrades’ blood has bought
New right to breed an honourable race, 5
They have challenged Death and dared him face to face.”
“We’re none of us the same!” the boys reply.
“For George lost both his legs; and Bill’s stone blind;
Poor Jim’s shot through the lungs and like to die;
And Bert’s gone syphilitic: you’ll not find 10
A chap who’s served that hasn’t found some change.”
And the Bishop said: “The ways of God are strange!” (Meyer, 2012, p. 581).
“How to Tell a True War Story” by Tim O’Brien 1987
How to Tell a True War Story
This is true.
I had a buddy in Vietnam. His name was Bob Kiley, but everybody
called him Rat.
A friend of his gets killed, so about a week later Rat sits down and
writes a letter to the guy’s sister. Rat tells her what a great brother she
had, how strack° the guy was, a number one pal and comrade. A real
soldier’s soldier, Rat says. Then he tells a few stories to make the point,
how her brother would always volunteer for stuff nobody else would vol-
unteer for in a million years, dangerous stuff, like doing recon° or going
out on these really badass night patrols. Stainless steel balls, Rat tells
her. The guy was a little crazy, for sure, but crazy in a good way, a real
daredevil, because he liked the challenge of it, he liked testing himself,
just man against gook. A great, great guy, Rat says.
Anyway, it’s a terrific letter, very personal and touching. Rat almost bawls writing it. He gets all teary telling about the good times they had
together, how her brother made the war seem almost fun, always raising
hell and lighting up villes° and bringing smoke to bear every which way.
A great sense of humor, too. Like the time at this river when he went
fishing with a whole damn crate of hand grenades. Probably the funniest
thing in world history, Rat says, all that gore, about twenty zillion dead
gook fish. Her brother, he had the right attitude. He knew how to have
a good time. On Halloween, this real hot spooky night, the dude paints
up his body all different colors and puts on this weird mask and goes out
on ambush almost stark naked, just boots and balls and an M-16. A tre-
mendous human being, Rat says. Pretty nutso sometimes, but you could
trust him with your life.
And then the letter gets very sad and serious. Rat pours his heart
out. He says he loved the guy. He says the guy was his best friend in the
world. They were like soul mates, he says, like twins or something, they
had a whole lot in common. He tells the guy’s sister he’ll look her up when the war’s over. So what happens?
Rat mails the letter. He waits two months. The dumb cooze never
writes back.
A true war story is never moral. It does not instruct, nor encourage vir-
tue, nor suggest models of proper human behavior, nor restrain men
from doing the things they have always done. If a story seems moral, do
not believe it. If at the end of a war story you feel uplifted, or if you feel
that some small bit of rectitude has been salvaged from the larger waste,
strack: A strict military appearance.
doing recon: Reconnaissance, or exploratory survey of enemy territory.
villes: Villages.
then you have been made the victim of a very old and terrible lie. There
is no rectitude whatsoever. There is no virtue. As a first rule of thumb,
therefore, you can tell a true war story by its absolute and uncompromis-
ing allegiance to obscenity and evil. Listen to Rat Kiley. Cooze, he says.
He does not say bitch. He certainly does not say woman, or girl. He says
cooze. Then he spits and stares. He’s nineteen years old — it’s too much
for him — so he looks at you with those big gentle killer eyes and says
cooze, because his friend is dead, and because it’s so incredibly sad and
true: she never wrote back.
You can tell a true war story if it embarrasses you. If you don’t care
for obscenity, you don’t care for the truth; if you don’t care for the truth,
watch how you vote. Send guys to war, they come home talking dirty.
Listen to Rat: “Jesus Christ, man, I write this beautiful fucking letter,
I slave over it, and what happens? The dumb cooze never writes back.”
The dead guy’s name was Curt Lemon. What happened was, we crossed
a muddy river and marched west into the mountains, and on the third muddy river and marched west into the mountains, and on the third
day we took a break along a trail junction in deep jungle. Right away,
Lemon and Rat Kiley started goofing off. They didn’t understand about
the spookiness. They were kids; they just didn’t know. A nature hike, they
thought, not even a war, so they went off into the shade of some giant
trees — quadruple canopy, no sunlight at all — and they were giggling and
calling each other motherfucker and playing a silly game they’d invented.
The game involved smoke grenades, which were harmless unless you did
stupid things, and what they did was pull out the pin and stand a few feet
apart and play catch under the shade of those huge trees. Whoever chick-
ened out was a motherfucker. And if nobody chickened out, the grenade
would make a light popping sound and they’d be covered with smoke and
they’d laugh and dance around and then do it again.
It’s all exactly true.
It happened nearly twenty years ago, but I still remember that trail
junction and the giant trees and a soft dripping sound somewhere
beyond the trees. I remember the smell of moss. Up in the canopy there were tiny white blossoms, but no sunlight at all, and I remember the shad-
ows spreading out under the trees where Lemon and Rat Kiley were play-
ing catch with smoke grenades. Mitchell Sanders sat flipping his yo-yo.
Norman Bowker and Kiowa and Dave Jensen were dozing, or half-dozing,
and all around us were those ragged green mountains.
Except for the laughter things were quiet.
At one point, I remember, Mitchell Sanders turned and looked at
me, not quite nodding, then after a while he rolled up his yo-yo and
moved away.
It’s hard to tell what happened next.
They were just goofing. There was a noise, I suppose, which must’ve
been the detonator, so I glanced behind me and watched Lemon step
from the shade into bright sunlight. His face was suddenly brown and shining. A handsome kid, really. Sharp gray eyes, lean and narrow-
waisted, and when he died it was almost beautiful, the way the sunlight
came around him and lifted him up and sucked him high into a tree full
of moss and vines and white blossoms.
In any war story, but especially a true one, it’s difficult to separate what
happened from what seemed to happen. What seems to happen becomes
its own happening and has to be told that way. The angles of vision are
skewed. When a booby trap explodes, you close your eyes and duck and
float outside yourself. When a guy dies, like Lemon, you look away and
then look back for a moment and then look away again. The pictures get
jumbled; you tend to miss a lot. And then afterward, when you go to tell
about it, there is always that surreal seemingness, which makes the story
seem untrue, but which in fact represents the hard and exact truth as it
seemed.
In many cases a true war story cannot be believed. If you believe it, be skeptical. It’s a question of credibility. Often the crazy stuff is true and
the normal stuff isn’t because the normal stuff is necessary to make you
believe the truly incredible craziness.
In other cases you can’t even tell a true war story. Sometimes it’s just
beyond telling.
I heard this one, for example, from Mitchell Sanders. It was near
dusk and we were sitting at my foxhole along a wide, muddy river north
of Quang Ngai. I remember how peaceful the twilight was. A deep pink-
ish red spilled out on the river, which moved without sound, and in the
morning we would cross the river and march west into the mountains.
The occasion was right for a good story.
“God’s truth,” Mitchell Sanders said. “A six-man patrol goes up into
the mountains on a basic listening-post operation. The idea’s to spend a
week up there, just lie low and listen for enemy movement. They’ve got a
radio along, so if they hear anything suspicious — anything — they’re sup-
posed to call in artillery or gunships, whatever it takes. Otherwise they
keep strict field discipline. Absolute silence. They just listen.”
He glanced at me to make sure I had the scenario. He was playing with his yo-yo, making it dance with short, tight little strokes of the
wrist.
His face was blank in the dusk.
“We’re talking hardass LP.° These six guys, they don’t say boo for a
solid week. They don’t got tongues. All ears.”
“Right,” I said.
“Understand me?”
“Invisible.”
LP: Listening post. 25
Sanders nodded.
“Affirm,” he said. “Invisible. So what happens is, these guys get
themselves deep in the bush, all camouflaged up, and they lie down and
wait and that’s all they do, nothing else, they lie there for seven straight
days and just listen. And man, I’ll tell you — it’s spooky. This is moun-
tains. You don’t know spooky till you been there. Jungle, sort of, except
it’s way up in the clouds and there’s always this fog — like rain, except
it’s not raining — everything’s all wet and swirly and tangled up and you
can’t see jack, you can’t find your own pecker to piss with. Like you don’t
even have a body. Serious spooky. You just go with the vapors — the fog
sort of takes you in. . . . And the sounds, man. The sounds carry forever.
You hear shit nobody should ever hear.”
Sanders was quiet for a second, just working the yo-yo, then he
smiled at me. “So, after a couple days the guys start hearing this real
soft, kind of wacked-out music. Weird echoes and stuff. Like a radio or
something, but it’s not a radio, it’s this strange gook music that comes
right out of the rocks. Faraway, sort of, but right up close, too. They
try to ignore it. But it’s a listening post, right? So they listen. And every night they keep hearing this crazyass gook concert. All kinds of chimes
and xylophones. I mean, this is wilderness — no way, it can’t be real — but
there it is, like the mountains are tuned in to Radio Fucking Hanoi. Nat-
urally they get nervous. One guy sticks Juicy Fruit in his ears. Another
guy almost flips. Thing is, though, they can’t report music. They can’t
get on the horn and call back to base and say, ‘Hey, listen, we need some
firepower, we got to blow away this weirdo gook rock band.’ They can’t
do that. It wouldn’t go down. So they lie there in the fog and keep their
mouths shut. And what makes it extra bad, see, is the poor dudes can’t
horse around like normal. Can’t joke it away. Can’t even talk to each
other except maybe in whispers, all hush-hush, and that just revs up the
willies. All they do is listen.”
Again there was some silence as Mitchell Sanders looked out on the
river. The dark was coming on hard now, and off to the west I could see
the mountains rising in silhouette, all the mysteries and unknowns.
“This next part,” Sanders said quietly, “you won’t believe.”
“Probably not,” I said.
“You won’t. And you know why?”
“Why?”
He gave me a tired smile. “Because it happened. Because every word
is absolutely dead-on true.”
Sanders made a little sound in his throat, like a sigh, as if to say
he didn’t care if I believed it or not. But he did care. He wanted me to
believe, I could tell. He seemed sad, in a way.
“These six guys, they’re pretty fried out by now, and one night they
start hearing voices. Like at a cocktail party. That’s what it sounds like,
this big swank gook cocktail party somewhere out there in the fog. Music
and chitchat and stuff. It’s crazy, I know, but they hear the champagne corks. They hear the actual martini glasses. Real hoity-toity, all very civi-
lized, except this isn’t civilization. This is Nam.
“Anyway, the guys try to be cool. They just lie there and groove, but
after a while they start hearing — you won’t believe this — they hear cham-
ber music. They hear violins and shit. They hear this terrific mama-san
soprano. Then after a while they hear gook opera and a glee club and the
Haiphong Boys Choir and a barbershop quartet and all kinds of weird
chanting and Buddha-Buddha stuff. The whole time, in the background,
there’s still that cocktail party going on. All these different voices. Not
human voices, though. Because it’s the mountains. Follow me? The
rock — it’s talking. And the fog, too, and the grass and the goddamn mon-
gooses. Everything talks. The trees talk politics, the monkeys talk reli-
gion. The whole country. Vietnam, the place talks.
“The guys can’t cope. They lose it. They get on the radio and report
enemy movement — a whole army, they say — and they order up the
firepower. They get arty° and gunships. They call in air strikes. And I’ll
tell you, they fuckin’ crash that cocktail party. All night long, they just
smoke those mountains. They make jungle juice. They blow away trees and glee clubs and whatever else there is to blow away. Scorch time. They
walk napalm up and down the ridges. They bring in the Cobras and F-4s,
they use Willie Peter and HE° and incendiaries. It’s all fire. They make
those mountains burn.
“Around dawn things finally get quiet. Like you never even heard
quiet before. One of those real thick, real misty days — just clouds and
fog, they’re off in this special zone — and the mountains are absolutely
dead-flat silent. Like Brigadoon° — pure vapor, you know? Everything’s
all sucked up inside the fog. Not a single sound, except they still hear it.
“So they pack up and start humping. They head down the moun-
tain, back to base camp, and when they get there they don’t say diddly.
They don’t talk. Not a word, like they’re deaf and dumb. Later on this
fat bird colonel comes up and asks what the hell happened out there.
What’d they hear? Why all the ordnance? The man’s ragged out, he
gets down tight on their case. I mean, they spent six trillion dollars on
firepower, and this fat ass colonel wants answers, he wants to know what the fuckin’ story is.
“But the guys don’t say zip. They just look at him for a while, sort of
funny-like, sort of amazed, and the whole war is right there in that stare.
It says everything you can’t ever say. It says, man, you got wax in your
ears. It says, poor bastard, you’ll never know — wrong frequency — you
don’t even want to hear this. Then they salute the fucker and walk away,
because certain stories you don’t ever tell.” You can tell a true war story by the way it never seems to end. Not then, not
ever. Not when Mitchell Sanders stood up and moved off into the dark.
It all happened.
Even now I remember that yo-yo. In a way, I suppose, you had to be
there, you had to hear it, but I could tell how desperately Sanders wanted
me to believe him, his frustration at not quite getting the details right,
not quite pinning down the final and definitive truth.
And I remember sitting at my foxhole that night, watching the shad-
ows of Quang Ngai, thinking about the coming day and how we would
cross the river and march west into the mountains, all the ways I might
die, all the things I did not understand.
Late in the night Mitchell Sanders touched my shoulder.
“Just came to me,” he whispered. “The moral, I mean. Nobody lis-
tens. Nobody hears nothing. Like that fat ass colonel. The politicians, all
the civilian types, what they need is to go out on LP. The vapors, man.
Trees and rocks — you got to listen to your enemy.”
And then again, in the morning, Sanders came up to me. The platoon was preparing to move out, checking weapons, going through all
the little rituals that preceded a day’s march. Already the lead squad had
crossed the river and was filing off toward the west.
“I got a confession to make,” Sanders said. “Last night, man, I had to
make up a few things.”
“I know that.”
“The glee club. There wasn’t any glee club.”
“Right.”
“No opera.”
“Forget it, I understand.”
“Yeah, but listen, it’s still true. Those six guys, they heard wicked
sound out there. They heard sound you just plain won’t believe.”
Sanders pulled on his rucksack, closed his eyes for a moment, then
almost smiled at me.
I knew what was coming but I beat him to it.
“All right,” I said, “what’s the moral?”
“Forget it.”
“No, go ahead.”
For a long while he was quiet, looking away, and the silence kept
stretching out until it was almost embarrassing. Then he shrugged and
gave me a stare that lasted all day.
“Hear that quiet, man?” he said. “There’s your moral.”
In a true war story, if there’s a moral at all, it’s like the thread that makes
the cloth. You can’t tease it out. You can’t extract the meaning without
unraveling the deeper meaning. And in the end, really, there’s nothing
much to say about a true war story, except maybe “Oh.”
True war stories do not generalize. They do not indulge in abstrac-
tion or analysis For example: War is hell. As a moral declaration the old truism
seems perfectly true, and yet because it abstracts, because it generalizes, I
can’t believe it with my stomach. Nothing turns inside.
It comes down to gut instinct. A true war story, if truly told, makes
the stomach believe.
This one does it for me. I’ve told it before — many times, many ver-
sions — but here’s what actually happened.
We crossed the river and marched west into the mountains. On the
third day, Curt Lemon stepped on a booby-trapped 105 round. He was
playing catch with Rat Kiley, laughing, and then he was dead. The trees
were thick; it took nearly an hour to cut an LZ for the dustoff.°
Later, higher in the mountains, we came across a baby VC° water
buffalo. What it was doing there I don’t know — no farms or pad-
dies — but we chased it down and got a rope around it and led it along to
a deserted village where we set for the night. After supper Rat Kiley went
over and stroked its nose.
He opened up a can of C rations, pork and beans, but the baby buffalo wasn’t interested.
Rat shrugged.
He stepped back and shot it through the right front knee. The ani-
mal did not make a sound. It went down hard, then got up again, and
Rat took careful aim and shot off an ear. He shot it in the hindquarters
and in the little hump at its back. He shot it twice in the flanks. It wasn’t
to kill; it was just to hurt. He put the rifle muzzle up against the mouth
and shot the mouth away. Nobody said much. The whole platoon stood
there watching, feeling all kinds of things, but there wasn’t a great deal
of pity for the baby water buffalo. Lemon was dead. Rat Kiley had lost his
best friend in the world. Later in the week he would write a long personal
letter to the guy’s sister, who would not write back, but for now it was
a question of pain. He shot off the tail. He shot away chunks of meat
below the ribs. All around us there was the smell of smoke and filth, and
deep greenery, and the evening was humid and very hot. Rat went to
automatic. He shot randomly, almost casually, quick little spurts in the
belly and butt. Then he reloaded, squatted down, and shot it in the left front knee. Again the animal fell hard and tried to get up, but this time
it couldn’t quite make it. It wobbled and went down sideways. Rat shot
it in the nose. He bent forward and whispered something, as if talking
to a pet, then he shot it in the throat. All the while the baby buffalo was
silent, or almost silent, just a light bubbling sound where the nose had
been. It lay very still. Nothing moved except the eyes, which were enor-
mous, the pupils shiny black and dumb.
LZ for the dustoff: Landing zone for a helicopter evacuation of a casualty.
Rat Kiley was crying. He tried to say something, but then cradled his
rifle and went off by himself.
The rest of us stood in a ragged circle around the baby buffalo. For
a time no one spoke. We had witnessed something essential, something
brand-new and profound, a piece of the world so startling there was not
yet a name for it.
Somebody kicked the baby buffalo.
It was still alive, though just barely, just in the eyes.
“Amazing,” Dave Jensen said. “My whole life, I never seen anything
like it.”
“Never?”
“Not hardly. Not once.”
Kiowa and Mitchell Sanders picked up the baby buffalo. They
hauled it across the open square, hoisted it up, and dumped it in the vil-
lage well.
Afterward, we sat waiting for Rat to get himself together.
“Amazing,” Dave Jensen kept saying.
“For sure.”
“A new wrinkle. I never seen it before.”
Mitchell Sanders took out his yo-yo.
“Well, that’s Nam,” he said. “Garden of Evil. Over here, man, every
sin’s real fresh and original.”
How do you generalize?
War is hell, but that’s not the half of it, because war is also mystery
and terror and adventure and courage and discovery and holiness and
pity and despair and longing and love. War is nasty; war is fun. War is
thrilling; war is drudgery. War makes you a man; war makes you dead.
The truths are contradictory. It can be argued, for instance, that
war is grotesque. But in truth war is also beauty. For all its horror, you
can’t help but gape at the awful majesty of combat. You stare out at
tracer rounds unwinding through the dark like brilliant red ribbons.
You crouch in ambush as a cool, impassive moon rises over the night-
time paddies. You admire the fluid symmetries of troops on the move,
the harmonies of sound and shape and proportion, the great sheets of
metal-fire streaming down from a gunship, the illumination rounds, the
white phosphorous, the purply black glow of napalm, the rocket’s red
glare. It’s not pretty, exactly. It’s astonishing. It fills the eye. It commands
you. You hate it, yes, but your eyes do not. Like a killer forest fire, like
cancer under a microscope, any battle or bombing raid or artillery bar-
rage has the aesthetic purity of absolute moral indifference — a powerful,
implacable beauty — and a true war story will tell the truth about this,
though the truth is ugly.
To generalize about war is like generalizing about peace. Almost
everything is true. Almost nothing is true. At its core, perhaps, war is just
another name for death, and yet any soldier will tell you, if he tells the
truth, that proximity to death brings with it a corresponding proximity
to life. After a fire fight, there is always the immense pleasure of alive-
ness. The trees are alive. The grass, the soil — everything. All around you
things are purely living, and you among them, and the aliveness makes
you tremble. You feel an intense, out-of-the-skin awareness of your liv-
ing self — your truest self, the human being you want to be and then
become by the force of wanting it. In the midst of evil you want to be a
good man. You want decency. You want justice and courtesy and human
concord, things you never knew you wanted. There is a kind of largeness
to it; a kind of godliness. Though it’s odd, you’re never more alive than
when you’re almost dead. You recognize what’s valuable. Freshly, as if
for the first time, you love what’s best in yourself and in the world, all
that might be lost. At the hour of dusk you sit at your foxhole and look
out on a wide river turning pinkish red, and at the mountains beyond,
and although in the morning you must cross the river and go into the
mountains and do terrible things and maybe die, even so, you find your-
self-studying the fine colors on the river, you feel wonder and awe at the
setting of the sun, and you are filled with a hard, aching love for how the world could be and always should be, but now is not.
Mitchell Sanders was right. For the common soldier, at least, war
has the feel — the spiritual texture — of a great ghostly fog, thick and per-
manent. There is no clarity. Everything swirls. The old rules are no lon-
ger binding, the old truths no longer true. Right spills over into wrong.
Order blends into chaos, love into hate, ugliness into beauty, law into
anarchy, civility into savagery. The vapors suck you in. You can’t tell
where you are, or why you’re there, and the only certainty is absolute
ambiguity.
In war you lose your sense of the definite, hence your sense of truth
itself, and therefore it’s safe to say that in a true war story nothing much
is ever very true.
Often in a true war story there is not even a point, or else the point
doesn’t hit you until twenty years later, in your sleep, and you wake up
and shake your wife and start telling the story to her, except when you
get to the end you’ve forgotten the point again. And then for a longtime you lie there watching the story happen in your head. You listen to
your wife’s breathing. The war’s over. You close your eyes. You smile and
think, Christ, what’s the point?
This one wakes me up.
In the mountains that day, I watched Lemon turn sideways. He
laughed and said something to Rat Kiley. Then he took a peculiar half
step, moving from shade into bright sunlight, and the booby-trapped
105 round blew him into a tree. The parts were just hanging there, so
Norman Bowker and I were ordered to shinny up and peel him off. I remember the white bone of an arm. I remember pieces of skin and
something wet and yellow that must’ve been the intestines. The gore was
horrible, and stays with me, but what wakes me up twenty years later is
Norman Bowker singing “Lemon Tree” as we threw down the parts.
You can tell a true war story by the questions you ask. Somebody tells a
story, let’s say, and afterward you ask, “Is it true?” and if the answer mat-
ters, you’ve got your answer.
For example, we’ve all heard this one. Four guys go down a trail. A
grenade sails out. One guy jumps on it and takes the blast and saves his
three buddies.
Is it true?
The answer matters.
You’d feel cheated if it never happened. Without the grounding
reality, it’s just a trite bit of puffery, pure Hollywood, untrue in the
way all such stories are untrue. Yet even if it did happen — and maybe it
did, anything’s possible — even then you know it can’t be true, because a true war story does not depend upon that kind of truth. Happening-
ness is irrelevant. A thing may happen and be a total lie; another thing
may not happen and be truer than the truth. For ex ample: four guys
go down a trail. A grenade sails out. One guy jumps on it and takes the
blast, but it’s a killer grenade and everybody dies anyway. Before they
die, though, one of the dead guys says, “The fuck you do that for?” and
the jumper says, “Story of my life, man,” and the other guy starts to
smile but he’s dead.
That’s a true story that never happened.
Twenty years later, I can still see the sunlight on Lemon’s face. I can see
him turning, looking back at Rat Kiley, then he laughed and took that
curious half step from shade into sunlight, his face suddenly brown and
shining, and when his foot touched down, in that instant, he must’ve
thought it was the sunlight that was killing him. It was not the sunlight.
It was a rigged 105 round. But if I could ever get the story right, how the
sun seemed to gather around him and pick him up and lift him into a tree, if I could somehow recreate the fatal whiteness of that light, the
quick glare, the obvious cause and effect, then you would believe the last
thing Lemon believed, which for him must’ve been the final truth.
Now and then, when I tell this story, someone will come up to me after-
ward and say she liked it. It’s always a woman. Usually it’s an older
woman of kindly temperament and humane politics. She’ll explain that
as a rule she hates war stories, she can’t understand why people want to
wallow in blood and gore. But this one she liked. Sometimes, even, there
are little tears. What I should do, she’ll say, is put it all behind me. Find new stories to tell. I won’t say it but I’ll think it.
I’ll picture Rat Kiley’s face, his grief, and I’ll think, You dumb cooze.
Because she wasn’t listening.
It wasn’t a war story. It was a love story. It was a ghost story.
But you can’t say that. All you can do is tell it one more time,
patiently, adding and subtracting, making up a few things to get at the
real truth. No Mitchell Sanders, you tell her. No Lemon, no Rat Kiley.
And it didn’t happen in the mountains, it happened in this little village
on the Batangan Peninsula, and it was raining like crazy, and one night a
guy named Stink Harris woke up screaming with a leech on his tongue.
You can tell a true war story if you just keep on telling it.
In the end, of course, a true war story is never about war. It’s about
the special way that dawn spreads out on a river when you know you
must cross the river and march into the mountains and do things you
are afraid to do. It’s about love and memory. It’s about sorrow. It’s about
sisters who never write back and people who never listen.
A Good Man Is Hard to Find by Flannery O’Connor, 1953
The grandmother didn’t want to go to Florida. She wanted to visit some
of her connections in east Tennessee and she was seizing at every chance
to change Bailey’s mind. Bailey was the son she lived with, her only boy.
He was sitting on the edge of his chair at the table, bent over the orange
sports section of the Journal. “Now look here, Bailey,” she said, “see here,
read this,” and she stood with one hand on her thin hip and the other
rattling the newspaper at his bald head. “Here this fellow that calls him-
self The Misfit is aloose from the Federal Pen and headed toward Florida
and you read here what it says he did to these people. Just you read it.
I wouldn’t take my children in any direction with a criminal like that
aloose in it. I couldn’t answer to my conscience if I did.”
Bailey didn’t look up from his reading so she wheeled around then
and faced the children’s mother, a young woman in slacks, whose face
was as broad and innocent as a cabbage and was tied around with a green
headkerchief that had two points on the top like a rabbit’s ears. She was sitting on the sofa, feeding the baby his apricots out of a jar. “The chil-
dren have been to Florida before,” the old lady
said.
“You all ought to
take them somewhere else for a change so they would see different parts
of the world and be broad. They never have been to east Tennessee.”
The children’s mother didn’t seem to hear her but the eight-year-old
boy, John Wesley, a stocky child with glasses, said, “If you don’t want to
go to Florida, why dontcha stay at home?” He and the little girl, June
Star, were reading the funny papers on the floor.
“She wouldn’t stay at home to be queen for a day,” June Star said
without raising her yellow head.
“Yes and what would you do if this fellow, The Misfit, caught you?”
the grandmother asked.
“I’d smack his face,” John Wesley said.
“She wouldn’t stay at home for a million bucks,” June Star said.
“Afraid she’d miss something. She has to go everywhere we go.”
“All right, Miss,” the grandmother said. “Just remember that the next time you want me to curl your hair.”
June Star said her hair was naturally curly. The next morning the grandmother was the first one in the car,
ready to go. She had her big black valise that looked like the head of a
hippopotamus in one corner, and underneath it she was hiding a basket
with Pitty Sing, the cat, in it. She didn’t intend for the cat to be left alone
in the house for three days because he would miss her too much and she
was afraid he might brush against one of the gas burners and acciden-
tally asphyxiate himself. Her son, Bailey, didn’t like to arrive at a motel
with a cat.
She sat in the middle of the back seat with John Wesley and June
Star on either side of her. Bailey and the children’s mother and the baby
sat in front and they left Atlanta at eight forty-five with the mileage on
the car at 55890. The grandmother wrote this down because she thought
it would be interesting to say how many miles they had been when they
got back. It took them twenty minutes to reach the outskirts of the city.
The old lady settled herself comfortably, removing her white cotton
gloves and putting them up with her purse on the shelf in front of the
back window. The children’s mother still had on slacks and still had her
head tied up in a green kerchief, but the grandmother had on a navy blue straw sailor hat with a bunch of white violets on the brim and a navy
blue dress with a small white dot in the print. Her collars and cuffs were
white organdy trimmed with lace and at her neckline she had pinned a
purple spray of cloth violets containing a sachet. In case of an accident,
anyone seeing her dead on the highway would know at once that she was
a lady.
She said she thought it was going to be a good day for driving, neither
too hot nor too cold, and she cautioned Bailey that the speed limit was
fifty-five miles an hour and that the patrolmen hid themselves behind
billboards and small clumps of trees and sped out after you before you
had a chance to slow down. She pointed out interesting details of the
scenery: Stone Mountain; the blue granite that in some places came up
to both sides of the highway; the brilliant red clay banks slightly streaked
with purple; and the various crops that made rows of green lace-work on
the ground. The trees were full of silver-white sunlight and the meanest
of them sparkled. The children were reading comic magazines and their
mother had gone back to sleep.
“Let’s go through Georgia fast so we won’t have to look at it much,” John Wesley said.
“If I were a little boy,” said the grandmother, “I wouldn’t talk about
my native state that way. Tennessee has the mountains and Georgia has
the hills.”
“Tennessee is just a hillbilly dumping ground,” John Wesley said,
“and Georgia is a lousy state too.”
“You said it,” June Star said.
“In my time,” said the grandmother, folding her thin veined fingers, “children were more respectful of their native states and their parents
and everything else. People did right then. Oh look at the cute little pickaninny!” she said and pointed to a Negro child standing in the door
of a shack. “Wouldn’t that make a picture, now?” she asked and they all
turned and looked at the little Negro out of the back window. He waved.
“He didn’t have any britches on,” June Star said.
“He probably didn’t have any,” the grandmother explained. “Little
niggers in the country don’t have things like we do. If I could paint, I’d
paint that picture,” she said.
The children exchanged comic books.
The grandmother offered to hold the baby and the children’s mother
passed him over the front seat to her. She set him on her knee and
bounced him and told him about the things they were passing. She rolled
her eyes and screwed up her mouth and stuck her leathery thin face into
his smooth bland one. Occasionally he gave her a faraway smile. They
passed a large cotton field with five or six graves fenced in the middle
of it, like a small island. “Look at the graveyard!” the grandmother said,
pointing it out. “That was the old family burying ground. That belonged to the plantation.”
“Where’s the plantation?” John Wesley asked.
“Gone With the Wind,” said
the
grandmother.
“Ha. Ha.”
When the children finished all the comic books they had brought,
they opened the lunch and ate it. The grandmother ate a peanut butter
sandwich and an olive and would not let the children throw the box and
the paper napkins out the window. When there was nothing else to do
they played a game by choosing a cloud and making the other two guess
what shape it suggested. John Wesley took one the shape of a cow and
June Star guessed a cow and John Wesley said, no, an automobile, and
June Star said he didn’t play fair, and they began to slap each other over
the grandmother.
The grandmother said she would tell them a story if they would
keep quiet. When she told a story, she rolled her eyes and waved her head
and was very dramatic. She said once when she was a maiden lady she
had been courted by a Mr. Edgar Atkins Teagarden from Jasper, Geor-
gia. She said he was a very good-looking man and a gentleman and that he brought her a watermelon every Saturday afternoon with his initials
cut in it, E.A.T. Well, one Saturday, she said, Mr. Teagarden brought the
watermelon and there was nobody at home and he left it on the front
porch and returned in his buggy to Jasper, but she never got the water-
melon, she said, because a nigger boy ate it when he saw the initials,
E.A.T.! This story tickled John Wesley’s funny bone and he giggled and
giggled but June Star didn’t think it was any good. She said she wouldn’t
marry a man that just brought her a watermelon on Saturday. The grand-
mother said she would have done well to marry Mr. Teagarden because
he was a gentleman and had bought Coca-Cola stock when it first came
out and that he had died only a few years ago, a very wealthy man.
They stopped at The Tower for barbecued sandwiches. The Tower
was a part stucco and part wood filling station and dance hall set in a clearing outside of Timothy. A fat man named Red Sammy Butts ran it
and there were signs stuck here and there on the building and for miles
up and down the highway saying, TRY RED SAMMY’S FAMOUS BAR-
BECUE. NONE LIKE FAMOUS RED SAMMY’S! RED SAM! THE FAT
BOY WITH THE HAPPY LAUGH. A VETERAN! RED SAMMY’S YOUR
MAN!
Red Sammy was lying on the bare ground outside The Tower with
his head under a truck while a gray monkey about a foot high, chained
to a small chinaberry tree, chattered nearby. The monkey sprang back
into the tree and got on the highest limb as soon as he saw the children
jump out of the car and run toward him.
Inside, The Tower was a long dark room with a counter at one end
and tables at the other and dancing space in the middle. They all sat
down at a board table next to the nickelodeon and Red Sam’s wife, a
tall burnt-brown woman with hair and eyes lighter than her skin, came
and took their order. The children’s mother put a dime in the machine
and played “The Tennessee Waltz,” and the grandmother said that tune always made her want to dance. She asked Bailey if he would like to
dance but he only glared at her. He didn’t have a naturally sunny disposi-
tion like she did and trips made him nervous. The grandmother’s brown
eyes were very bright. She swayed her head from side to side and pre-
tended she was dancing in her chair. June Star said play something she
could tap to so the children’s mother put in another dime and played a
fast number and June Star stepped out onto the dance floor and did her
tap routine.
“Ain’t she cute?” Red Sam’s wife said, leaning over the counter.
“Would you like to come be my little girl?”
“No I certainly wouldn’t,” June Star said. “I wouldn’t live in a
broken-down place like this for a million bucks!” and she ran back to the
table.
“Ain’t she cute?” the woman repeated, stretching her mouth politely.
“Aren’t you ashamed?” hissed the grandmother.
Red Sam came in and told his wife to quit lounging on the counter
and hurry up with these people’s order. His khaki trousers reached just to his hip bones and his stomach hung over them like a sack of meal swaying
under his shirt. He came over and sat down at a table nearby and let out a
combination sigh and yodel. “You can’t win,” he said. “You can’t win,” and
he wiped his sweating red face off with a gray handkerchief. “These days
you don’t know who to trust,” he said. “Ain’t that the truth?”
“People are certainly not nice like they used to be,” said the
grandmother.
“Two fellers come in here last week,” Red Sammy said, “driving a
Chrysler. It was a old beat-up car but it was a good one and these boys
looked all right to me. Said they worked at the mill and you know I let
them fellers charge the gas they bought? Now why did I do that?” “Because you’re a good man!” the grandmother said at once.
“Yes’m, I suppose so,” Red Sam said as if he were struck with this
answer.
His wife brought the orders, carrying the five plates all at once with-
out a tray, two in each hand and one balanced on her arm. “It isn’t a soul
in this green world of God’s that you can trust,” she said. “And I don’t
count nobody out of that, not nobody,” she repeated, looking at Red
Sammy.
“Did you read about that criminal, The Misfit, that’s escaped?”
asked the grandmother.
“I wouldn’t be a bit surprised if he didn’t attack this place right
here,” said the woman. “If he hears about it being here, I wouldn’t be
none surprised to see him. If he hears it’s two cent in the cash register, I
wouldn’t be a tall surprised if he. . . .”
“That’ll do,” Red Sam said. “Go bring these people their Co’-Colas,”
and the woman went off to get the rest of the order.
“A good man is hard to find,” Red Sammy said. “Everything is get-
ting terrible. I remember the day you could go off and leave your scree door un latched. Not no more.”
He and the grandmother discussed better times. The old lady said
that in her opinion Europe was entirely to blame for the way things were
now. She said the way Europe acted you would think we were made of
money and Red Sam said it was no use talking about it, she was exactly
right. The children ran outside into the white sunlight and looked at
the monkey in the lacy chinaberry tree. He was busy catching fleas on
himself and biting each one carefully between his teeth as if it were a
delicacy.
They drove off again into the hot afternoon. The grandmother took
cat naps and woke up every few minutes with her own snoring. Outside
of Toombs boro she woke up and recalled an old plantation that she had
visited in this neighborhood once when she was a young lady. She said
the house had six white columns across the front and that there was an
avenue of oaks leading up to it and two little wooden trellis arbors on
either side in front where you sat down with your suitor after a stroll
in the garden. She recalled exactly which road to turn off to get to it.
She knew that Bailey would not be willing to lose any time looking at an old house, but the more she talked about it, the more she wanted to
see it once again and find out if the little twin arbors were still standing.
“There was a secret panel in this house,” she said craftily, not telling the
truth but wishing that she were, “and the story went that all the family
silver was hidden in it when Sherman° came through but it was never found. . . .” “Hey!” John Wesley said. “Let’s go see it! We’ll find it! We’ll poke all
the woodwork and find it! Who lives there? Where do you turn off at?
Hey Pop, can’t we turn off there?”
“We never have seen a house with a secret panel!” June Star shrieked.
“Let’s go to the house with the secret panel! Hey Pop, can’t we go see the
house with the secret panel!”
“It’s not far from here, I know,” the grandmother said. “It won’t take
over twenty minutes.”
Bailey was looking straight ahead. His jaw was as rigid as a horse-
shoe. “No,” he said.
The children began to yell and scream that they wanted to see the house
with the secret panel. John Wesley kicked the back of the front seat and June
Star hung over her mother’s shoulder and whined desperately into her ear
that they never had any fun even on their vacation, that they could never do
what THEY wanted to do. The baby began to scream and John Wesley kicked
the back of the seat so hard that his father could feel the blows in his kidney.
“All right!” he shouted and drew the car to a stop at the side of the
road. “Will you all shut up? Will you all just shut up for one second? If you don’t shut up, we won’t go anywhere.”
“It would be very educational for them,” the grandmother
murmured.
“All right,” Bailey said, “but get this: this is the only time we’re going
to stop for anything like this. This is the one and only time.”
“The dirt road that you have to turn down is about a mile back,” the
grandmother directed. “I marked it when we passed.”
“A dirt road,” Bailey groaned.
After they had turned around and were headed toward the dirt road,
the grandmother recalled other points about the house, the beautiful
glass over the front doorway and the candle-lamp in the hall. John Wes-
ley said that the secret panel was probably in the fireplace.
“You can’t go inside this house,” Bailey said. “You don’t know who
lives there.”
“While you all talk to the people in front, I’ll run around behind and
get in a window,” John Wesley suggested.
“We’ll all stay in the car,” his mother said.
They turned onto the dirt road and the car raced roughly along in a
swirl of pink dust. The grandmother recalled the times when there were
no paved roads and thirty miles was a day’s journey. The dirt road was
hilly and there were sudden washes in it and sharp curves on dangerous
embankments. All at once they would be on a hill, looking down over the
blue tops of trees for miles around, then the next minute, they would be
in a red depression with the dust-coated trees looking down on them.
“This place had better turn up in a minute,” Bailey said, “or I’m
going to turn around.”
The road looked as if no one had traveled on it for months.
“It’s not much farther,” the grandmother said and just as she said
it, a horrible thought came to her. The thought was so embarrassing that she turned red in the face and her eyes dilated and her feet jumped
up, upsetting her valise in the corner. The instant the valise moved, the
newspaper top she had over the basket under it rose with a snarl and
Pitty Sing, the cat, sprang onto Bailey’s shoulder.
The children were thrown to the floor and their mother, clutching
the baby, was thrown out the door onto the ground; the old lady was
thrown into the front seat. The car turned over once and landed right-
side-up in a gulch off the side of the road. Bailey remained in the driver’s
seat with the cat — gray-striped with a broad white face and an orange
nose — clinging to his neck like a caterpillar.
As soon as the children saw they could move their arms and legs,
they scrambled out of the car, shouting, “We’ve had an ACCIDENT!”
The grandmother was curled up under the dashboard, hoping she was
injured so that Bailey’s wrath would not come down on her all at once.
The horrible thought she had before the accident was that the house she
had remembered so vividly was not in Georgia but in Tennessee.
Bailey removed the cat from his neck with both hands and flung it out the window against the side of a pine tree. Then he got out of
the car and started looking for the children’s mother. She was sitting
against the side of the red gutted ditch, holding the screaming baby, but
she only had a cut down her face and a broken shoulder. “We’ve had an
ACCIDENT!” the children screamed in a frenzy of delight.
“But nobody’s killed,” June Star said with disappointment as the
grandmother limped out of the car, her hat still pinned to her head but
the broken front brim standing up at a jaunty angle and the violet spray
hanging off the side. They all sat down in the ditch, except the children,
to recover from the shock. They were all shaking.
“Maybe a car will come along,” said the children’s mother hoarsely.
“I believe I have injured an organ,” said the grandmother, pressing
her side, but no one answered her. Bailey’s teeth were clattering. He had
on a yellow sport shirt with bright blue parrots designed in it and his
face was as yellow as the shirt. The grandmother decided that she would
not mention that the house was in Tennessee.
The road was about ten feet above and they could see only the tops
of the trees on the other side of it. Behind the ditch they were sitting in
there were more woods, tall and dark and deep. In a few minutes they
saw a car some distance away on top of a hill, coming slowly as if the
occupants were watching them. The grandmother stood up and waved
both arms dramatically to attract their attention. The car continued to
come on slowly, disappeared around a bend and appeared again, moving
even slower, on top of the hill they had gone over. It was a big black bat-
tered hearse-like automobile. There were three men in it.
It came to a stop just over them and for some minutes, the driver
looked down with a steady expressionless gaze to where they were sit-
ting, and didn’t speak. Then he turned his head and muttered some-
thing to the other two and they got out. One was a fat boy in black trousers and a red sweat shirt with a silver stallion embossed on the
front of it. He moved around on the right side of them and stood star-
ing, his mouth partly open in a kind of loose grin. The other had on
khaki pants and a blue striped coat and a gray hat pulled down very low,
hiding most of his face. He came around slowly on the left side. Neither
spoke.
The driver got out of the car and stood by the side of it, looking
down at them. He was an older man than the other two. His hair was just
beginning to gray and he wore silver-rimmed spectacles that gave him a
scholarly look. He had a long creased face and didn’t have on any shirt
or undershirt. He had on blue jeans that were too tight for him and was
holding a black hat and a gun. The two boys also had guns.
“We’ve had an ACCIDENT!” the children screamed.
The grandmother had the peculiar feeling that the bespectacled
man was someone she knew. His face was as familiar to her as if she had
known him all her life but she could not recall who he was. He moved his feet carefully so that he wouldn’t slip down the embankment,. He had on tan and white shoes
and no socks, and his ankles were red and thin. “Good afternoon,” he
said. “I see you all had you a little spill.”
“We turned over twice!” said the grandmother.
“Oncet,” he corrected. “We seen it happen. Try their car and see will
it run, Hiram,” he said quietly to the boy with the gray hat.
“What you got that gun for?” John Wesley asked. “Whatcha gonna. He had on tan and white shoes
and no socks, and his ankles were red and thin. “Good afternoon,” he
said. “I see you all had you a little spill.”
“Lady,” the man said to the children’s mother, “would you mind
calling them children to sit down by you? Children make me nervous. I
want all you all to sit down right together there where you’re at.”
“What are you telling US what to do for?” June Star asked.
Behind them the line of woods gaped like a dark open mouth.
“Come here,” said their mother.
“Look here now,” Bailey said suddenly, “we’re in a predicament!
We’re in. . . .”
The grandmother shrieked. She scrambled to her feet and stoodstaring. “You’re The Misfit!” she said. “I recognized you at once!”
“Yes’m,” the man said, smiling slightly as if he were pleased in spite
of himself to be known, “but it would have been better for all of you,
lady, if you hadn’t of reckernized me.”
Bailey turned his head sharply and said something to his mother
that shocked even the children. The old lady began to cry and The Misfit
reddened.
“Lady,” he said, “don’t you get upset. Sometimes a man says things
he don’t mean. I don’t reckon he meant to talk to you that away.”
“You wouldn’t shoot a lady, would you?” the grandmother said and
re moved a clean handkerchief from her cuff and began to slap at her eyes with it. The Misfit pointed the toe of his shoe into the ground and made
a little hole and then covered it up again. “I would hate to have to,” he
said.
“Listen,” the grandmother almost screamed, “I know you’re a good
man. You don’t look a bit like you have common blood. I know you must
come from nice people!”
“Yes mam,” he said, “finest people in the world.” When he smiled
he showed a row of strong white teeth. “God never made a finer woman
than my mother and my daddy’s heart was pure gold,” he said. The boy
with the red sweat shirt had come around behind them and was stand-
ing with his gun at his hip. The Misfit squatted down on the ground.
“Watch them children, Bobby Lee,” he said. “You know they make me
nervous.” He looked at the six of them huddled together in front of him
and he seemed to be embarrassed as if he couldn’t think of anything to
say. “Ain’t a cloud in the sky,” he remarked, looking up at it. “Don’t see
no sun but don’t see no cloud neither.”
“Yes, it’s a beautiful day,” said the grandmother. “Listen,” she said,
“you shouldn’t call yourself The Misfit because I know you’re a good
man at heart. I can just look at you and tell.”
“Hush!” Bailey yelled. “Hush! Everybody shut up and let me handle
this!” He was squatting in the position of a runner about to sprint for-
ward but he didn’t move.
“I pre-chate that, lady,” The Misfit said and drew a little circle in the
ground with the butt of his gun.
“It’ll take a half a hour to fix this here car,” Hiram called, looking
over the raised hood of it.
“Well, first you and Bobby Lee get him and that little boy to step
over yonder with you,” The Misfit said, pointing to Bailey and John Wes-
ley. “The boys want to ast you something,” he said to Bailey. “Would you
mind stepping back in them woods there with them?”
“Listen,” Bailey began, “we’re in a terrible predicament! Nobody
realizes what this is,” and his voice cracked. His eyes were as blue and
intense as the parrots in his shirt and he remained perfectly still.
The grandmother reached up to adjust her hat brim as if she were
going to the woods with him but it came off in her hand. She stood star-
ing at it and after a second she let it fall to the ground. Hiram pulled Bai-
ley up by the arm as if he were assisting an old man. John Wesley caught
hold of his father’s hand and Bobby Lee followed. They went off toward
the woods and just as they reached the dark edge, Bailey turned and sup-
porting himself against a gray naked pine trunk, he shouted, “I’ll be back
in a minute, Mamma, wait on me!”
“Come back this instant!” his mother shrilled but they all disap-
peared into the woods.
“Bailey Boy!” the grandmother called in a tragic voice but she found she
was looking at The Misfit squatting on the ground in front of her. “I just
know you’re a good man,” she said desperately. “You’re not a bit common!” “Nome, I ain’t a good man,” The Misfit said after a second as if he
had considered her statement carefully, “but I ain’t the worst in the
world neither. My daddy said I was a different breed of dog from my
brothers and sisters. ‘You know,’ Daddy said, ‘it’s some that can live their
whole life out without asking about it and it’s others has to know why it
is, and this boy is one of the latters. He’s going to be into everything!’ ”
He put on his black hat and looked up suddenly and then away deep into
the woods as if he were embarrassed again. “I’m sorry I don’t have on a
shirt before you ladies,” he said, hunching his shoulders slightly. “We
buried our clothes that we had on when we escaped and we’re just mak-
ing do until we can get better. We borrowed these from some folks we
met,” he explained.
“That’s perfectly all right,” the grandmother said. “Maybe Bailey has
an extra shirt in his suitcase.”
“I’ll look and see terrectly,” The Misfit said.
“Where are they taking him?” the children’s mother screamed.
“Daddy was a card himself,” The Misfit said. “You couldn’t put any-
thing over on him. He never got in trouble with the Authorities though. Just had the knack of handling them.”
“You could be honest too if you’d only try,” said the grandmother.
“Think how wonderful it would be to settle down and live a comfortable
life and not have to think about somebody chasing you all the time.”
The Misfit kept scratching in the ground with the butt of his gun as
if he were thinking about it. “Yes’m, somebody is always after you,” he
murmured.
The grandmother noticed how thin his shoulder blades were just
behind his hat because she was standing up looking down on him. “Do
you ever pray?” she asked.
He shook his head. All she saw was the black hat wiggle between his
shoulder blades. “Nome,” he said.
There was a pistol shot from the woods, followed closely by another.
Then silence. The old lady’s head jerked around. She could hear the wind
move through the tree tops like a long satisfied insuck of breath. “Bailey
Boy!” she called.
“I was a gospel singer for a while,” The Misfit said. “I been mosteverything. Been in the arm service, both land and sea, at home and
abroad, been twict married, been an undertaker, been with the railroads,
plowed Mother Earth, been in a tornado, seen a man burnt alive oncet,”
and he looked up at the children’s mother and the little girl who were sit-
ting close together, their faces white and their eyes glassy; “I even seen a
woman flogged,” he said.
“Pray, pray,” the grandmother began, “pray, pray. . . .”
“I never was a bad boy that I remember of,” The Misfit said in an
almost dreamy voice, “but somewheres along the line I done something
wrong and got sent to the penitentiary. I was buried alive,” and he looked
up and held her attention to him by a steady stare. “That’s when you should have started to pray,” she said. “What did
you do to get sent to the penitentiary that first time?”
“Turn to the right, it was a wall,” The Misfit said, looking up again
at the cloudless sky. “Turn to the left, it was a wall. Look up it was a ceil-
ing, look down it was a floor. I forget what I done, lady. I set there and
set there, trying to remember what it was I done and I ain’t recalled it to
this day. Oncet in a while, I would think it was coming to me, but it never
come.”
“Maybe they put you in by mistake,” the old lady said vaguely.
“Nome,” he said. “It wasn’t no mistake. They had the papers on me.”
“You must have stolen something,” she said.
The Misfit sneered slightly. “Nobody had nothing I wanted,” he said.
“It was a head-doctor at the penitentiary said what I had done was kill
my daddy but I known that for a lie. My daddy died in nineteen ought
nineteen of the epidemic flu and I never had a thing to do with it. He was
buried in the Mount Hopewell Baptist churchyard and you can see for
yourself.”
“If you would pray,” the old lady said, “Jesus would help you.”
“That’s right,” The Misfit said.
“Well then, why don’t you pray?” she asked trembling with delightsuddenly.
“I don’t want no hep,” he said. “I’m doing all right by myself.”
Bobby Lee and Hiram came ambling back from the woods. Bobby
Lee was dragging a yellow shirt with bright blue parrots in it.
“Throw me that shirt, Bobby Lee,” The Misfit said. The shirt came
flying at him and landed on his shoulder and he put it on. The grand-
mother couldn’t name what the shirt reminded her of. “No, lady,” The
Misfit said while he was buttoning it up, “I found out the crime don’t
matter. You can do one thing or you can do another, kill a man or take a
tire off his car, because sooner or later you’re going to forget what it was
you done and just be punished for it.”
The children’s mother had begun to make heaving noises as if she
couldn’t get her breath. “Lady,” he asked, “would you and that little
girl like to step off yonder with Bobby Lee and Hiram and join your
husband?”
“Yes, thank you,” the mother said faintly. Her left arm dangled help-
lessly and she was holding the baby, who had gone to sleep, in the other. “Hep that lady up, Hiram,” The Misfit said as she struggled to climb out
of the ditch, “and Bobby Lee, you hold onto that little girl’s hand.”
“I don’t want to hold hands with him,” June Star said. “He reminds
me of a pig.”
The fat boy blushed and laughed and caught her by the arm and
pulled her off into the woods after Hiram and her mother.
Alone with The Misfit, the grandmother found that she had lost
her voice. There was not a cloud in the sky nor any sun. There was noth-
ing around her but woods. She wanted to tell him that he must pray. he opened and closed her mouth several times before anything came
out. Finally she found herself saying, “Jesus, Jesus,” meaning Jesus will
help you, but the way she was saying it, it sounded as if she might be
cursing.
“Yes’m,” The Misfit said as if he agreed. “Jesus thown everything
off balance. It was the same case with Him as with me except He hadn’t
committed any crime and they could prove I had committed one because
they had the papers on me. Of course,” he said, “they never shown
me my papers. That’s why I sign myself now. I said long ago, you get
your signature and sign everything you do and keep a copy of it. Then
you’ll know what you done and you can hold up the crime to the pun-
ishment and see do they match and in the end you’ll have something
to prove you ain’t been treated right. I call myself The Misfit,” he said,
“because I can’t make what all I done wrong fit what all I gone through
in punishment.”
There was a piercing scream from the woods, followed closely by a
pistol report. “Does it seem right to you, lady, that one is punished aheap and another ain’t punished at all?”
“Jesus!” the old lady cried. “You’ve got good blood! I know you
wouldn’t shoot a lady! I know you come from nice people! Pray! Jesus,
you ought not to shoot a lady. I’ll give you all the money I’ve got!”
“Lady,” The Misfit said, looking beyond her far into the woods,
“there never was a body that give the undertaker a tip.”
There were two more pistol reports and the grandmother raised her
head like a parched old turkey hen crying for water and called, “Bailey
Boy, Bailey Boy!” as if her heart would break.
“Jesus was the only One that ever raised the dead,” The Misfit contin-
ued, “and He shouldn’t have done it. He thown everything off balance. If
He did what He said, then it’s nothing for you to do but thow away every-
thing and follow Him, and if He didn’t, then it’s nothing for you to do
but enjoy the few minutes you got left the best way you can — by killing
somebody or burning down his house or doing some other meanness
to him. No pleasure but meanness,” he said and his voice had become
almost a snarl.
“Maybe He didn’t raise the dead,” the old lady mumbled, not knowing what she was saying and feeling so dizzy that she sank down in the
ditch with her legs twisted under her.
“I wasn’t there so I can’t say He didn’t,” The Misfit said. “I wisht I
had of been there,” he said, hitting the ground with his fist. “It ain’t right
I wasn’t there because if I had of been there I would of known. Listen
lady,” he said in a high voice, “if I had of been there I would of known
and I wouldn’t be like I am now.” His voice seemed about to crack and
the grandmother’s head cleared for an instant. She saw the man’s face
twisted close to her own as if he were going to cry and she murmured,
“Why you’re one of my babies. You’re one of my own children!” She reached out and touched him on the shoulder. The Misfit sprang back
as if a snake had bitten him and shot her three times through the chest.
Then he put his gun down on the ground and took off his glasses and
began to clean them.
Hiram and Bobby Lee returned from the woods and stood over the
ditch, looking down at the grandmother who half sat and half lay in a
puddle of blood with her legs crossed under her like a child’s and her
face smiling up at the cloudless sky.
Without his glasses, The Misfit’s eyes were red-rimmed and pale and
defenseless-looking. “Take her off and thow her where you thown the
others,” he said, picking up the cat that was rubbing itself against his leg.
“She was a talker, wasn’t she?” Bobby Lee said, sliding down the
ditch with a yodel.
“She would of been a good woman,” The Misfit said, “if it had been
somebody there to shoot her every minute of her life.”
“Some fun!” Bobby Lee said.
“Shut up, Bobby Lee,” The Misfit said. “It’s no real pleasure in life.”
5 Trifles,
Play
“Trifles” 1916 by Susan Glaspell (1882–1948)
Characters:
George Henderson, county attorney
Henry Peters, sheriff
Lewis Hale, a neighboring farmer
Mrs. Peters
Mrs. Hale
Scene: The kitchen in the now abandoned farmhouse of John Wright, a
gloomy kitchen, and left without having been put in order — unwashed
pans under the sink, a loaf of bread outside the breadbox, a dish towel on
the table — other signs of incompleted work. At the rear the outer door
opens and the Sheriff comes in followed by the County Attorney and
Hale. The Sheriff and Hale are men in middle life, the County Attorney is a young man; all are much bundled up and go at once to the stove. They
are followed by the two women — the Sheriff’s wife first; she is a slight
wiry woman, a thin nervous face. Mrs. Hale is larger and would ordinarily
be called more comfortable looking, but she is disturbed now and looks
fearfully about as she enters. The women have come in slowly, and stand
close together near the door. County Attorney (rubbing his hands): This feels good. Come up to the fire,
ladies.
Mrs. Peters (after taking a step forward): I’m not — cold.
Sheriff (unbuttoning his overcoat and stepping away from the stove as if to mark
the beginning of official business): Now, Mr. Hale, before we move
things about, you explain to Mr. Henderson just what you saw when
you came
here yesterday morning.
County Attorney: By the way, has anything been moved? Are things just as
you left them yesterday?
Sheriff (looking about): It’s just about the same. When it dropped below
zero last night I thought I’d better send Frank out this morning to
make a fire for us — no use getting pneumonia with a big case on,
but I told him not to touch anything except the stove — and you
know Frank.
County Attorney: Somebody should have been left here yesterday.
Sheriff: Oh — yesterday. When I had to send Frank to Morris Center for
that man who went crazy — I want you to know I had my hands full
yesterday. I knew you could get back from Omaha by today and as long as I went over everything here myself —
County Attorney: Well, Mr. Hale, tell just what happened when you came
here yesterday morning.
Hale: Harry and I had started to town with a load of potatoes. We came
along the road from my place and as I got here I said, “I’m going
to see if I can’t get John Wright to go in with me on a party tele-
phone.” I spoke to Wright about it once before and he put me off,
saying folks talked too much anyway, and all he asked was peace and
quiet — I guess you know about how much he talked himself; but
I thought maybe if I went to the house and talked about it before
his wife, though I said to Harry that I didn’t know as what his wife
wanted made much difference to John —
County Attorney: Let’s talk about that later, Mr. Hale. I do want to talk
about that, but tell now just what happened when you got to the
house.
Hale: I didn’t hear or see anything; I knocked at the door, and still it was
all quiet inside. I knew they must be up, it was past eight o’clock.
So I knocked again, and I thought I heard somebody say, “Come in.” I wasn’t sure, I’m not sure yet, but I opened the door — this door
(indicating the door by which the two women are still standing) and there
in that rocker — (pointing to it) sat Mrs. Wright. (They all look at the
rocker.)
County Attorney: What — was she doing?
Hale: She was rockin’ back and forth. She had her apron in her hand and
was kind of — pleating it.
County Attorney: And how did she — look?
Hale: Well, she looked queer.
County Attorney: How do you mean — queer? Hale: Well, as if she didn’t know what she was going to do next. And
kind of done up.
County Attorney: How did she seem to feel about your coming?
Hale: Why, I don’t think she minded — one way or other. She didn’t pay
much attention. I said, “How do, Mrs. Wright, it’s cold, ain’t it?”
And she said, “Is it?” — and went on kind of pleating at her apron.
Well, I was surprised; she didn’t ask me to come up to the stove, or
to set down, but just sat there, not even looking at me, so I said,
“I want to see John.” And then she — laughed. I guess you would call
it a laugh. I thought of Harry and the team outside, so I said a little
sharp: “Can’t I see John?” “No,” she says, kind o’dull like. “Ain’t he
home?” says I. “Yes,” says she, “he’s home.” “Then why can’t I see
him?” I asked her, out of patience. “’Cause he’s dead,” says she.
“Dead?” says I. She just nodded her head, not getting a bit excited,
but rockin’ back and forth. “Why — where is he?” says I, not know-
ing what to say. She just pointed upstairs — like that (himself pointing
to the room above). I started for the stairs, with the idea of going up
there. I walked from there to here — then I says, “Why, what did he die
of?” “He died of a rope round his neck,” says she, and just went
on pleatin’ at her apron. Well, I went out and called Harry. I thought
I might — need help. We went upstairs and there he was lyin’ —
County Attorney: I think I’d rather have you go into that upstairs, where
you can point it all out. Just go on now with the rest of the story.
Hale: Well, my first thought was to get that rope off. It looked . . . (stops;
his face twitches) . . . but Harry, he went up to him, and he said, “No,
he’s dead all right, and we’d better not touch anything.” So we went
back downstairs. She was still sitting that same way. “Has anybody
been notified?” I asked. “No,” says she, unconcerned. “Who did this,
Mrs. Wright?” said Harry. He said it businesslike — and she stopped
pleatin’ of her apron. “I don’t know,” she says. “You don’t know?”
says Harry. “No,” says she. “Weren’t you sleepin’ in the bed with
him?” says Harry. “Yes,” says she, “but I was on the inside.” “Some-
body slipped a rope round his neck and strangled him and you
didn’t wake up?” says Harry. “I didn’t wake up,” she said after
him.
We must ’a’ looked as if we didn’t see how that could be, for after a
minute she said, “I sleep sound.” Harry was going to ask her more questions
but I said maybe we ought to let her tell her story first to
the coroner, or the sheriff, so Harry went fast as he could to Rivers’
place, where there’s a telephone.
County Attorney: And what did Mrs. Wright do when she knew that you
had gone for the coroner?
Hale: She moved from the rocker to that chair over there (pointing
to a small chair in the corner) and just sat there with her hands held
together and looking down. I got a feeling that I ought to make
some conversation, so I said I had come in to see if John wanted to
put in a telephone, and at that she started to laugh, and then she stopped and looked at me — scared. (The County Attorney, who has
had his notebook out, makes a note.) I dunno, maybe it wasn’t scared. I
wouldn’t like to say it was. Soon Harry got back, and then Dr. Lloyd
came and you, Mr. Peters, and so I guess that’s all I know that you
don’t.
County Attorney (looking around): I guess we’ll go upstairs first — and then
out to the barn and around there. (To the Sheriff.) You’re convinced
that there was nothing important here — nothing that would point
to any motive?
Sheriff: Nothing here but kitchen things. (The County Attorney, after again
looking around the kitchen, opens the door of a cupboard closet. He gets up on
a chair and looks on a shelf. Pulls his hand away, sticky.)
County Attorney: Here’s a nice mess. (The women draw nearer.)
Mrs. Peters (to the other woman): Oh, her fruit; it did freeze. (To the Law-
yer.) She worried about that when it turned so cold. She said the
fire’d go out and her jars would break.
Sheriff (rises): Well, can you beat the woman! Held for murder and wor-
ryin’ about her preserves.
County Attorney: I guess before we’re through she may have something
more serious than preserves to worry about.
Hale: Well, women are used to worrying over trifles. (The two women move
a little closer together.)
County Attorney (with the gallantry of a young politician): And yet, for all
their worries, what would we do without the
ladies?
(The women do
not unbend. He goes to the sink, takes a dipperful of water from the pail, and
pouring it into a basin, washes his hands. Starts to wipe them on the roller
towel, turns it for a cleaner place.) Dirty towels! (Kicks his foot against
the pans under the sink.) Not much of a housekeeper, would you say,
ladies?
Mrs. Hale (stiffly): There’s a great deal of work to be done on a farm.
County Attorney: To be sure. And yet (with a little bow to her) I know there
are some Dickson county farmhouses which do not have such roller
towels. (He gives it a pull to expose its full length again.)
Mrs. Hale: Those towels get dirty awful quick. Men’s hands aren’t always
as clean as they might be.
County Attorney: Ah, loyal to your sex, I see. But you and Mrs. Wright
were neighbors. I suppose you were friends, too.
Mrs. Hale (shaking her head): I’ve not seen much of her of late years. I’ve
not been in this house — it’s more than a year.
County Attorney: And why was that? You didn’t like her?
Mrs. Hale: I liked her all well enough. Farmers’ wives have their hands
full, Mr. Henderson. And then —
County Attorney: Yes — ?
Mrs. Hale (looking about): It never seemed a very cheerful place.
County Attorney: No — it’s not cheerful. I shouldn’t say she had the home-
making instinct.
Mrs. Hale: Well, I don’t know as Wright had, either.
County Attorney: You mean that they didn’t get on very well?
Mrs. Hale: No, I don’t mean anything. But I don’t think a place’d be any
cheerfuller for John Wright’s being in it.
County Attorney: I’d like to talk more of that a little later. I want to get
the lay of things upstairs now. (He goes to the left where three steps lead
to a stair door.)
Sheriff: I suppose anything Mrs. Peters does’ll be all right. She was to
take in some clothes for her, you know, and a few little things. We
left in such a hurry yesterday.
County Attorney: Yes, but I would like to see what you take, Mrs. Peters,
and keep an eye out for anything that might be of use to us.
Mrs. Peters: Yes, Mr. Henderson. (The women listen to the men’s steps on the
stairs, then look about the kitchen.)
Mrs. Hale: I’d hate to have men coming into my kitchen, snooping
around and criticizing. (She arranges the pans under sink which the law-
yer had shoved out of place.)
Mrs. Peters: Of course it’s no more than their duty.
Mrs. Hale: Duty’s all right, but I guess that deputy sheriff that came out
Mrs. Peters: Of course it’s no more than their duty.
Mrs. Hale: Duty’s all right, but I guess that deputy sheriff that came out
to make the fi re might have got a little of this on. (Gives the roller
towel a pull.) Wish I’d thought of that sooner. Seems mean to talk
about her for not having things slicked up when she had to come
away in such a hurry.
Mrs. Peters (who has gone to a small table in the left rear corner of the room, and
lifted one end of a towel that covers a pan): She had bread set. (Stands
still.)
Mrs. Hale (eyes fixed on a loaf of bread beside the breadbox, which is on a low
shelf at the other side of the room. Moves slowly toward it.): She was going
to put this in there. (Picks up loaf, then abruptly drops it. In a manner of
returning to familiar things.) It’s a shame about her fruit. I wonder if
it’s all gone. (Gets up on the chair and looks.) I think there’s some here
that’s all right, Mrs. Peters. Yes — here; (holding it toward the window)
this is cherries, too. (Looking again.) I declare I believe that’s the only
one. (Gets down, bottle in her hand. Goes to the sink and wipes it off on
the outside.) She’ll feel awful bad after all her hard work in the hot
weather. I remember the afternoon I put up my cherries last sum-
mer. (She puts the bottle on the big kitchen table, center of the room. With
a sigh, is about to sit down in the rocking-chair. Before she is seated realizes
what chair it is; with a slow look at it, steps back. The chair which she has
touched rocks back and forth.)
Mrs. Peters: Well, I must get those things from the front room closet. (She
goes to the door at the right, but after looking into the other room, steps back.)
You coming with me, Mrs. Hale? You could help me carry them.
(They go in the other room; reappear, Mrs. Peters carrying a dress and skirt,
Mrs. Hale following with a pair of shoes.) My, it’s cold in there. (She puts
the clothes on the big table, and hurries to the stove.)
Mrs. Hale (examining the skirt): Wright was close. I think maybe that’s why
she kept so much to herself. She didn’t even belong to the Ladies’
Aid. I suppose she felt she couldn’t do her part, and then you don’t
enjoy things when you feel shabby. I heard she used to wear pretty
clothes and be lively, when she was Minnie Foster, one of the town
girls singing in the choir. But that — oh, that was thirty years ago.
This all you want to take in?
Mrs. Peters: She said she wanted an apron. Funny thing to want, for
there isn’t much to get you dirty in jail, goodness knows. But I sup-
pose just to make her feel more natural. She said they was in the top
drawer in this cupboard. Yes, here. And then her little shawl that
always hung behind the door. (Opens stair door and looks.) Yes, here it
is. (Quickly shuts door leading upstairs.)
Mrs. Hale (abruptly moving toward her): Mrs. Peters?
Mrs. Peters: Yes, Mrs. Hale?
Mrs. Hale: Do you think she did it?
Mrs. Peters (in a frightened voice): Oh, I don’t know.
Mrs. Hale: Well, I don’t think she did. Asking for an apron and her little
shawl. Worrying about her fruit.
Mrs. Peters (starts to speak, glances up, where footsteps are heard in the room
above. In a low voice): Mr. Peters says it looks bad for her. Mr. Hen-
derson is awful sarcastic in a speech and he’ll make fun of her sayin’
she didn’t wake up.
Mrs. Hale: Well, I guess John Wright didn’t wake when they was slipping
that rope under his neck.
Mrs. Peters: No, it’s strange. It must have been done awful crafty and still.
They say it was such a — funny way to kill a man, rigging it all up like
that.
Mrs. Hale: That’s just what Mr. Hale said. There was a gun in the house.
He says that’s what he can’t understand.
Mrs. Peters: Mr. Henderson said coming out that what was needed for
the case was a motive; something to show anger, or — sudden feeling.
Mrs. Hale (who is standing by the table): Well, I don’t see any signs of anger
around here. (She puts her hand on the dish towel which lies on the table,
stands looking down at table, one-half of which is clean, the other half messy.)
It’s wiped to here. (Makes a move as if to finish work, then turns and looks
at loaf of bread outside the breadbox. Drops towel. In that voice of coming
back to familiar things.) Wonder how they are finding things upstairs.
I hope she had it a little more red-up up there. You know, it seems
kind of sneaking. Locking her up in town and then coming out here
and trying to get her own house to turn against her!
Mrs. Peters: But, Mrs. Hale, the law is the law.
Mrs. Hale: I s’pose ’tis. (Unbuttoning her coat.) Better loosen up your
things, Mrs. Peters. You won’t feel them when you go out. (Mrs.
Peters takes off her fur tippet, goes to hang it on hook at back of room, stands
looking at the under part of the small corner table.)
Mrs. Peters: She was piecing a quilt. (She brings the large sewing basket and
they look at the bright pieces.)
Mrs. Hale: It’s a log cabin pattern. Pretty, isn’t it? I wonder if she was
goin’ to quilt it or just knot it? (Footsteps have been heard coming down
the stairs. The Sheriff enters followed by Hale and the County Attorney.)
Sheriff: They wonder if she was going to quilt it or just knot it! (The men
laugh, the women look abashed.)
County Attorney (rubbing his hands over the stove): Frank’s fi re didn’t do
much up there, did it? Well, let’s go out to the barn and get that
cleared up. (The men go outside.)
Mrs. Hale (resentfully): I don’t know as there’s anything so strange, our
takin’ up our time with little things while we’re waiting for them to
get the evidence. (She sits down at the big table smoothing out a block with
decision.) I don’t see as it’s anything to laugh about.
Mrs. Peters (apologetically): Of course they’ve got awful important things
on their minds. (Pulls up a chair and joins Mrs. Hale at the table.)
Mrs. Hale (examining another block): Mrs. Peters, look at this one. Here,
his is the one she was working on, and look at the sewing! All the
rest of it has been so nice and even. And look at this! It’s all over the
place! Why, it looks as if she didn’t know what she was about! (After
she has said this they look at each other, then start to glance back at the door.
After an instant Mrs. Hale has pulled at a knot and ripped the sewing.)
Mrs. Peters: Oh, what are you doing, Mrs. Hale?
Mrs. Hale (mildly): Just pulling out a stitch or two that’s not sewed very
good. (Threading a needle.) Bad sewing always made me fidgety.
Mrs. Peters (nervously): I don’t think we ought to touch things.
Mrs. Hale: I’ll just finish up this end. (Suddenly stopping and leaning for-
ward.) Mrs. Peters?
Mrs. Peters: Yes, Mrs. Hale?
Mrs. Hale: What do you suppose she was so nervous about?
Mrs. Peters: Oh — I don’t know. I don’t know as she was nervous. I some-
times sew awful queer when I’m just tired. (Mrs. Hale starts to say some-
thing, looks at Mrs. Peters, then goes on sewing.) Well, I must get these
things wrapped up. They may be through sooner than we think.
(Putting apron and other things together.) I wonder where I can find a
piece of paper, and string. (Rises.)
Mrs. Hale: In that cupboard, maybe.
Mrs. Peters (looking in cupboard): Why, here’s a bird-cage. (Holds it up.) Did
she have a bird, Mrs. Hale?
Mrs. Hale: Why, I don’t know whether she did or not — I’ve not been here
for so long. There was a man around last year selling canaries cheap,
but I don’t know as she took one; maybe she did. She used to sing
real pretty herself.
Mrs. Peters (glancing around): Seems funny to think of a bird here. But she
must have had one, or why would she have a cage? I wonder what
happened to it?
Mrs. Hale: I s’pose maybe the cat got it.
Mrs. Peters: No, she didn’t have a cat. She’s got that feeling some people
have about cats — being afraid of them. My cat got in her room and
she was real upset and asked me to take it out.
Mrs. Hale: My sister Bessie was like that. Queer, ain’t it?
Mrs. Peters (examining the cage): Why, look at this door. It’s broke. One
hinge is pulled apart.
Mrs. Hale (looking too): Looks as if someone must have been rough with it.
Mrs. Peters: Why, yes. (She brings the cage forward and puts it on the table.)
Mrs. Hale: I wish if they’re going to find any evidence they’d be about it.
I don’t like this place.
Mrs. Peters: But I’m awful glad you came with me, Mrs. Hale. It would be
lonesome for me sitting here alone.
Mrs. Hale: It would, wouldn’t it? (Dropping her sewing.) But I tell you what
I do wish, Mrs. Peters. I wish I had come over sometimes when she
was here. I — (looking around the room) — wish I had.
Mrs. Peters: But of course you were awful busy, Mrs. Hale — your house
and your children.
Mrs. Hale: I could’ve come. I stayed away because it weren’t cheerful — and
that’s why I ought to have come. I — I’ve never liked this place. Maybe
because it’s down in a hollow and you don’t see the road. I dunno
what it is, but it’s a lonesome place and always was. I wish I had
come over to see Minnie Foster sometimes. I can see now — (Shakes
her head.)
Mrs. Peters: Well, you mustn’t reproach yourself, Mrs. Hale. Somehow we
just don’t see how it is with other folks until — something turns up.
Mrs. Hale: Not having children makes less work — but it makes a quiet
house, and Wright out to work all day, and no company when he did
come in. Did you know John Wright, Mrs. Peters?
Mrs. Peters: Not to know him; I’ve seen him in town. They say he was a
good man.
Mrs. Hale: Yes — good; he didn’t drink, and kept his word as well as most,
I guess, and paid his debts. But he was a hard man, Mrs. Peters. Just
to pass the time of day with him — (Shivers.) Like a raw wind that
gets to the bone. (Pauses, her eye falling on the cage.) I should think she
would ’a’ wanted a bird. But what do you suppose went with it?
Mrs. Peters: I don’t know, unless it got sick and died. (She reaches over and
swings the broken door, swings it again, both women watch it.)
Mrs. Hale: You weren’t raised round here, were you? (Mrs. Peters shakes her
head.) You didn’t know — her?
Mrs. Peters: Not till they brought her yesterday.
Mrs. Hale: She — come to think of it, she was kind of like a bird herself —
real sweet and pretty, but kind of timid and — fluttery. How — she —
did — change. (Silence: then as if struck by a happy thought and relieved to
get back to everyday things.) Tell you what, Mrs. Peters, why don’t you
take the quilt in with you? It might take up her mind.
Mrs. Peters: Why, I think that’s a real nice idea, Mrs. Hale. There couldn’t
possibly be any objection to it could there? Now, just what would I
take? I wonder if her patches are in here — and her things. (They look
in the sewing basket.)
Mrs. Hale: Here’s some red. I expect this has got sewing things in it. (Brings
out a fancy box.) What a pretty box. Looks like something somebody
would give you. Maybe her scissors are in here. (Opens box. Suddenly
puts her hand to her nose.) Why — (Mrs. Peters bends nearer, then turns her
face away.) There’s something wrapped up in this piece of silk.
Mrs. Peters: Why, this isn’t her scissors.
Mrs. Hale (lifting the silk): Oh, Mrs. Peters — it’s — (Mrs. Peters bends closer.)
Mrs. Peters: It’s the bird.
Mrs. Hale (jumping up): But, Mrs. Peters — look at it! Its neck! Look at its
neck! It’s all — other side to.
Mrs. Peters: Somebody — wrung — its — neck. (Their eyes meet. A look of
growing comprehension, of horror. Steps are heard outside. Mrs. Hale slips
box under quilt pieces, and sinks into her chair. Enter Sheriff and County
County Attorney (as one turning from serious things to little pleasantries): Well,
ladies, have you decided whether she was going to quilt it or knot it?
Mrs. Peters: We think she was going to — knot it.
County Attorney: Well, that’s interesting, I’m sure. (Seeing the bird-cage.)
Has the bird fl own?
Mrs. Hale (putting more quilt pieces over the box): We think the — cat got it.
County Attorney (preoccupied): Is there a cat? (Mrs. Hale glances in a quick
covert way at Mrs. Peters.)
Mrs. Peters: Well, not now. They’re superstitious, you know. They leave.
County Attorney (to Sheriff Peters, continuing an interrupted conversation): No
sign at all of anyone having come from the outside. Their own rope.
Now let’s go up again and go over it piece by piece. (They start upstairs.)
It would have to have been someone who knew just the — (Mrs. Peters
sits down. The two women sit there not looking at one another, but as if peer-
ing into something and at the same time holding back. When they talk now it
is in the manner of feeling their way over strange ground, as if afraid of what
they are saying, but as if they cannot help saying it.)
Mrs. Hale: She liked the bird. She was going to bury it in that pretty box.
Mrs. Peters (in a whisper): When I was a girl — my kitten — there was a boy
took a hatchet, and before my eyes — and before I could get there —
(Covers her face an instant.) If they hadn’t held me back I would have —
(catches herself, looks upstairs where steps are heard, falters weakly) — hurt
him.
Mrs. Hale (with a slow look around her): I wonder how it would seem never
to have had any children around. (Pause.) No, Wright wouldn’t like
the bird — a thing that sang. She used to sing. He killed that, too.
Mrs. Peters (moving uneasily): We don’t know who killed the bird.
Mrs. Hale: I knew John Wright.
Mrs. Peters: It was an awful thing was done in this house that night, Mrs.
Hale. Killing a man while he slept, slipping a rope around his neck
that choked the life out of him.
Mrs. Hale: His neck. Choked the life out of him. (Her hand goes out and
rests on the bird-cage.)
Mrs. Peters (with rising voice): We don’t know who killed him. We don’t know.
Mrs. Hale (her own feeling not interrupted): If there’d been years and years
of nothing, then a bird to sing to you, it would be awful — still, after
the bird was still.
Mrs. Peters (something within her speaking): I know what stillness is. When
we homesteaded in Dakota, and my first baby died — after he was
two years old, and me with no other then —
Mrs. Hale (moving): How soon do you suppose they’ll be through look-
ing for the evidence?
Mrs. Peters: I know what stillness is. (Pulling herself back.) The law has got
to punish crime, Mrs. Hale.
Mrs. Hale (not as if answering that): I wish you’d seen Minnie Foster when
she wore a white dress with blue ribbons and stood up there in the
choir and sang. (A look around the room.) Oh, I wish I’d come over here
once in a while! That was a crime! That was a crime! Who’s going to
punish that?
Mrs. Peters (looking upstairs): We mustn’t — take on.
Mrs. Hale: I might have known she needed help! I know how things
can be — for women. I tell you, it’s queer, Mrs. Peters. We live close
together and we live far apart. We all go through the same things —
it’s all just a different kind of the same thing. (Brushes her eyes, notic-
ing the bottle of fruit, reaches out for it.) If I was you I wouldn’t tell her
her fruit was gone. Tell her it ain’t. Tell her it’s all right. Take this in
to prove it to her. She — she may never know whether it was broke
or not.
Mrs. Peters (takes the bottle, looks about for something to wrap it in; takes pet-
ticoat from the clothes brought from the other room, very nervously begins
winding this around the bottle. In a false voice): My, it’s a good thing the
men couldn’t hear us. Wouldn’t they just laugh! Getting all stirred
up over a little thing like a — dead canary. As if that could have any-
thing to do with — with — wouldn’t they laugh! (The men are heard
coming down stairs.)
Mrs. Hale (under her breath): Maybe they would — maybe they wouldn’t.
County Attorney: No, Peters, it’s all perfectly clear except a reason for
doing it. But you know juries when it comes to women. If there was
some definite thing. Something to show — something to make a story
about — a thing that would connect up with this strange way of doing
it — (The women’s eyes meet for an instant. Enter Hale from outer door.)
Hale: Well, I’ve got the team around. Pretty cold out there.
County Attorney: I’m going to stay here a while by myself. (To the Sheriff.)
You can send Frank out for me, can’t you? I want to go over every-
thing. I’m not satisfied that we can’t do better.
Sheriff: Do you want to see what Mrs. Peters is going to take in? (The Law-
yer goes to the table, picks up the apron, laughs.)
County Attorney: Oh, I guess they’re not very dangerous things the ladies
have picked out. (Moves a few things about, disturbing the quilt pieces
which cover the box. Steps back.) No, Mrs. Peters doesn’t need supervis-
ing. For that matter a sheriff’s wife is married to the law. Ever think
of it that way, Mrs. Peters?
Mrs. Peters: Not — just that way.
Sheriff (chuckling): Married to the law. (Moves toward the other room.) I
just want you to come in here a minute, George. We ought to take a
look at these windows.
County Attorney (scoffingly): Oh, windows!
Sheriff: We’ll be right out, Mr. Hale. (Hale goes outside. The Sheriff follows
the County Attorney into the other room. Then Mrs. Hale rises, hands tight
together, looking intensely at Mrs. Peters, whose eyes make a slow turn,
finally meeting Mrs. Hale’s. A moment Mrs. Hale holds her, then her own
eyes point the way to where the box is concealed. Suddenly Mrs. Peters
throws back quilt pieces and tries to put the box in the bag she is wearing.
It is too big. She opens box, starts to take bird out, cannot touch it, goes to
pieces, stands there helpless. Sound of a knob turning in the other room. Mrs.
Hale snatches the box and puts it in the pocket of her big coat. Enter County
Attorney and Sheriff.)
County Attorney (facetiously): Well, Henry, at least we found out that she
was not going to quilt it. She was going to — what is it you call it,
ladies?
Mrs. Hale (her hand against her pocket): We call it — knot it, Mr. Henderson.
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